Loveisapain's Journals

An un-expected suprise

he' not himself
around his friends
when were alone
the love never ends

Each day he grows
colder and colder
all you want to do
is cry on his sholder

each day he becomes
more and more
of a stranger
you fear you heart
is in danger

In danger of being broken
you used to believe love was a presius token

The next day at school
he pulls you aside
your stomach feels
like a rushing tide

then he says the words
that turn you to goo
he says "I LOVE YOU"
you wisper " i love you too

black rose

I have a gift for you.
A single black rose
To show you my black love.

A single rose,
As tainted as my soul,
And a single dark feather,
A token of my desire.

Do not scorn me,
My dearest,
Come close.

Prick thy finger
And give a drop of blood,
Sustenance for an angel
Condemned to walk the Long Road.

A black rose-
A token of my forbidden love for you
And the symbol of my damnation,
And my fall from Grace...

every one deserves a chance

Every morning brings me pain.
Every cut gives me pleasure.
Every break-down helps me regain myself.
Everytime I play the guitar I wanna break myself.
Everytime I put on tight pants it makes me feel pretty.
Everytime I hide behind my hair I don't have to see the tragedies in the world.
Every body deserves a second chance.
Why not an emo?

the pain of love

I resist it now
It might still be here
I dont really care
It hurts to much to speak
I think im to weak
I bleed to feel more than sorrow
I scream to make sure i still can
I cry to make sure they arn't dry
I complain to make sure I still can
I cut to bleed
It hurts to much to speak
Your gone and i cant help it
But i miss the days
where we still had our way
And i miss you so
why'd you have to go?
I stare into the darkness
about to jump in